Omg, sorry, i havent been posting for 12345years alr!
so here it goes.
morning wake up.
morning quite blur, don't really remember much.
ate ALL my medicine ._.
stupid doctor give so many.
anyways.
yesterday:eu know how happy i was when eu waved to me? ;D
anyways.
after go school, went class since no assembly.
dhen ppl went for tchoukball.
i go retake eng.
eng test was like ._.
and O:
and @.@
and ><>=(
so hard nias.
tikam all th way.
jefferson throw paper at me ._.
dhen school ended. nth much.
dint see eu today leh.
missing eu like hell now.
so i slakked a little in school.
dhen went clementi meet yeeliang.
went my hse.
changed and went City Vibe to meet JASMIN!
talked at long john about th plans for Hallow'N Land
dhen went arcade.
super gao siao nia.
yeeliang go play th daytona the wheel will turn by itself de lor xD
i played drums ;D
i brought the drumsticks.
was dying to play it.
went find jasmin and sarah dhen head off to station.
waited for Ang!
went dhoby gaut find Rae! ;D
collected the poles and base.
went yeeliang house poles and base.
went off.
when i and Ang waiting for th lift was super funny lah!
i accidentaly press th up and down button.
so 1st lift that came was going up.
got ppl in th lift mahs dhen Ang stand in front of th lift ltr if dont go in will tio ps.
so Ang say "oh no"
dhen hide just beside th lift.
dhen i see Ang hide and th man in th lift like "???"
and when eu see Ang hiding will super funny de lahs!
CAUSE ITS ANG!
dhen we went down.
i was laughing all th way man!
oh lah, dhen we trained to clementi and splitted.
eating my tang sui now.
I miss you so much.
So many mysteries unsolved between us.
I just can't take it no more!!!
I Blogged at 10:38 PM
Well, I really don't blame you for not trusting me.
After all I've done I know I don't deserve you. Not a single bit.
I know I'll never get you back.
How would I know that?
From our past quarells of course.
After each quarell it would be like this.
Me: sorry eh, please forgive me.
You: Its kay :]
Yeah.
Always.
Cause now I know that when you say 'Its kay:]'
I know you meant 'good bye'
What I did i really din't mean.
I was finding (insert name) as a replacement chatmate.
Not as a replacement You!
Guess you're just thinking I'm a major fraud.
What hurts me most is not the quarells.
Not the fights.
Not the misunderstanding.
What hurts me most is...
I have done wrong, and know I've lost you from my actions.
The biggest mistake of my life.
Here's my final answer.
I Still Love You.
I Blogged at 12:09 AM
fri:
Marking Day, went out with dylan.
lan-ed
walau eh, worst lan experience.
evening pm.
sat:
churched.
jp.
forgot.
sun:
cgm
wah 4hrs nia ;D
can tahan la.
very good cgm!
mon:
lan-ed at safra.
walau eh use halfway our row de internet spoil ._.
see counter fixing th internet.
so bo bian play local 1st.
went vivo with yeeliang, gouwei, dylan.
go dher play, guitar, celebrate yeeliang's birthday ;D
picnic-ed.
dhen go splash water.
at first i clean de lor.
dhen i last few to tio water D:
today:
school.
computer found out th dog was actually in my class -.-
got "someone" very irritating lor.
keep asking him/her to shut up but useless.
so loud for?
thats why i nvr go class outing lor.
after school fazri give me MG.
dhen no lighter.
go home, thought about it, never do.
i good boy(:
dhen sleep o:
parents come back nag at result.
walau eh, i go NA also good what?
i want go tanglin is eu dont allow me go NA want me go Express de hor -.-
sian.
I Blogged at 10:28 PM
Went out with dylan today.
all his friends and mine couldn't come.
went lan 2 hrs.
worst lan experience i faced mans.
dota 20mins dhen host noob.
host comp lag dhen all disconnect -.-
went L4D, played 10mins+
dhen disconnect and got dk wad prob so dylan and i cannot L4D tgt ler.
so cs all th way.
bo condition zero.
only 1.6
hais.
th IRC at penisula so much diff than th one at dhoby -.-
dhoby de machiam some mama shop ._.
went evening PM.
was abit late.
after PM we splitted at jp.
went meet zhangyan with yeeliang in jp.
went safra.
!@#$% comp, keep lagging.
today's not a good day to lan ._.
went walk at safra park disiao those "camouflage in dark ppl"
bad right? sorry uh xD
its been 15 day since eu havent tagg me?
today is th 1month i've like eu.
i love you/
i dont love you/i don't know
I Blogged at 11:48 PM
to: ...
please la hor, cannot scold me on my tagboard liao dhen go other ppl blog use my name tag?
really, eu want go whr settle?
ask eu alot of time whr want to settle dhen eu dun dare say.
eu bo ji still want come sua taiji?
eu step ah? dua pai liao leh.
eu mai faceless la, dont dare say name?
le gai lin bu bo tao mo la.
I Blogged at 11:10 AM
M,
I know i have been flaring up at you often.
Forgive me, but i just get so fustrated easily.
Because i am trying to change and th hurt is still there.
There are 3 types of love in the world.
BG love.
Family love.
Loving someone plainly.
I've been having th first two feelings for you.
and now when i'm trying to change,
both feelings has merged into th third.
Because i still love you but i also missed th times we have together.
I really hope that at this time you will really try to understand me.
Although at times i may be cold to you and ignore you.
But just know that i still love you alrights?
I Blogged at 8:03 PM
I'm so sorry.
I know now.
You din't do it on purpose.
I think its wrong for you to do that,
but whatever you do i'll still be by your side.
I am angry because you chose to _____ with him without thinking.
I am angry that he is not treasuring you.
When you told me you are serious and into this relationship,
do you know how hurt i was?
So many people are talking bad about you now.
You are being critisize by so many people,
maybe even me.
You have so many problems now.
But the fact still remains that I
Love You.
It is at this time which i should stay by your side the most.
Why should i just throw you in the darkness because you hurt me?
I am willing to place all of you hurt on me.
Even when you had lied to me,
and broken my trust for you,
and broken my heart.
I'll still stay by you.
I'll wait till you ______ me
Because
I Love You!
p.s i'm still angry hor! >:(
I Blogged at 7:14 PM
I changed.
I sacrifise everything.
I lost everything for you.
I fought with my friends and family,
just for you.
Yet your treating me like SHIT.
After what i did.
Your still in love with another.
Don't give me those words.
Those words you said to comfort me.
Those sweet words you said to me.
Don't give it to me.
Cause you don't mean it.
You don't practise what you preach.
You don't treasure me.
Dont come telling me i am actualy a "someone" to you.
When actualy i'm just someone you need for entertainment.
I changed everything for you.
and yet...
I Blogged at 10:36 PM
