came back from camp yo!
1st day.
woke up.
alarm din't go and i was,
late late late.
reach paya lebar school at 8.50.
games.
cheers.
there was,
moses,
group 1
group 2
group
3group 4
dhen at night.
had sessions.
Weiren preeched something about sacrifise.
I responded to it.
walau, I really made a big sacrifise and risk doing that.
really cried alot during the alter call.
so after that I was very stress because of the big sacrifise i made.
at games after session I was moody all the way.
I had no cigarettes or penknife.
we were all sitting on the ground.
the ground very rough,
so I punched till I bleed,
and the injury is still here.
I realise that I was not yet ready to make that sacrifise.
2nd day.
woke up moody again.
brushed teeth,
dhen headed for pm.
I really no mood to pray la because of 'something'
so after pm we went canteen eat breakfast.
after breakfast was sessions again.
evening got another session.
there was alter call for the backsliders.
I was 1st to go up in my side,
because this few days I really have no control over myself.
I really felt like going back to my old life ):
I backslided once and I don't want the same again.
cried alot during the alter call too.
After the Xinying bring me to the back and talked to me,
dhen she prayed for me.
Its just that, there are some things I have to handle myself.
Praise after that was very very good!
night.
slept at 1+
everyone was woked at 2+
played night game.
the blind fold game again =X
but this timesuper fun and funny la!
played till 4+ dhen went back sleep.
my mixed feelings came back but I chose to stay happy.
because Pastor Zhuang also said
"you can choose to be sad or angry, but I chose not to"
really learnt alot from him.
3rd day.
Pm I really prayed alot.
eu seemed tired ):
after pm was breakfast and dhen sessions again.
Faji preech very good la!
after break camp went out eat with W459 and W453.
dhen I trained home.
When I reach that stop.
I really went sad,
because that place reminded me of you.
the memories I have of you.
I missed the times we used to talk,
but now you just seem so shy.
I'm missing you already.
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