DEAD & GONE

2nd day of school (:
nth much happend.
fooled arnd in class.
morning.
temp: 34.9
o0
afternoon
temp: 35.1
dunoe why i so cool -.-

I forget bring phone again leh!
Idiot!
so was using danial and tracy ph to sms (:
dun tell eu who =p
tmr I comfirm won't forget bring ph!

after school.
went gym.
could stay and train longer de but got people in th gym very irritating.
so i no mood train ler.

went home.
slept.
evening.
went penisula :D
bought a jeans,
2 shirt,
a bag,
a few picks
and a present for May :D
sorry uh May, cannot tell eu wad =X

reached home.
dinner 1s time so nice sia! ;DD
practising guitar.

can't wait for school tmr!
dun tell eu why.
its not because of lessons or friends.
i duwan tell eu =p



I will wait......................................................................


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Hello!
woke up super early today (for me)
6+
HAHAHA.

went school.
faster run pas dm cause duwan him catch my
hair, hair colour, badge and piercing.
go home room.
slackk.
took temp.
i got 36.0 HA!

i onli brought, pen, report book, travel form and Isabelle :D
teacher come in act to teach.
why need act to teach?
i heard from May dhat her class free period lidat leh!
dhen dr lau lesson!
30 mins
she talking.
since i onli had 1 hr of sleep last night,
i fell asleep in class.
whole class very quiet cause mostly sleeping.
so after dhat miss cheng period.
she come in say
"wow, i heard you guys were very quiet and well behave during english"
cause why?
all sleeping.

school end.
go home.
play comp.
play Isabelle.
sleep.

woke up, went IMM.
bought some stuff.
I WANT A WATCH!
ok, very random.

I'm currently dying back my hair black.
it may seem brown ok,
cause th dye wrote Natural Brown.
but when dye on it looks like black or natural brown hair so nvm.
wont kena caught can alr.
planning to dye blonde this november ;D

tmr i after school can meet May hear her play ;D
after dhat should be going to gym.
dhen go jp buy some ear accessaries.
need buy th alcohol cause kena infected liao.
dhen evening go penisula buy some stuff.
hopefully things will go well.
currently composing my own song with Isabelle's help.
I Love Isabelle to the max!




Things seems to suddenly change D;
I'm thinking of you again.


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woke up late D;
parents came back with durian ;DD
so after i ate i went to voyage my journey towards changi.
was smsing may.
she craving for durian
and its all my fault.
HAHAHAHA!

so go changi study.
eat.
steal water? =x
dhen go slack.
bought some snack dhen go home :D
i go eunos take 154 home.
1hr 30 mins journey.
can think of alot of things in th bus.
dd sumore.
so peaceful inside.

reach home eat durian =x


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Hi Guys!
its 3.32 am!
I'm gonna sleep now.


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Some pistures.





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went out with danial and co. yesterday (:
went cineleisure (dunoe spell correct anot)
cabbed there from commonwealth.
watched transformer!
whole movie 2hr 30 mins D;
was smsing most of the time =x
my bladder almost burst.
i was urgent when exciting part came ><
HAHA!
danial so cute!
he sit beside me.
machiam baby lidat><
dhe movie was pg =s

we had popcorn and sprite (:
nmovie ended.
chiong to toilet(:

dhey wanted go lan.
but i need go lers.
so i walked around city trying to find a station =x
prayed, dhen found orchard station :D
thank god.

took unil expo.
was super duper hungry!><
but no $$
food fest laksa $1 onli!
and i can't buy,
feel so pathetic ;O

so had to cope fries from members!
went sos,
during sos i want lock fone,
but dunoe how uh,
accidentaly on music at full blast.
tio scare leh.
dylan sit beside me oso tio.
so distracted this few days that i can't feel th presence.

walked to th station.
took last train.
whole journey di siao ing ang. =x

reached home.
eat!
sleep ;(
.

HAHA!
MY BAOBEI IS BACK!


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My flower died D:


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Ohkay,
another boring day D;
tmr morning still got tuition -.-
so sian.

had dhis dream when i woke up.
cannot tell eu what la,
but i enjoyed it (:

used comp dhe whole day.
ate durian :D
was smsing may =x

veryvery ired and slep at 8+
woke at 10
just watched lilo and stitch!
all so miniture wan.
meiying came back alr.
keith kena quarantine.
HAHAHA!
who ask him go thailand nvr buy me back tomyam! >:(

ending post here .


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Hi Jasmin!
Ohkay my blogger backk to normal again!
dun blame me for not posting uh cause now got no one to remind me ):<
no one to talk to on msn,
only got xinying and jasmin.
one got grounded, one away for camp, one oversea, one dunno wad.
feel so pangsehded.
so one guy pangseh me la!
so only lonely dhen come find me -.-
I'm not going to say anything else.
school gonna start.
bill gonna blast.
busy week ><

school sucks ohkay.
class is boring.
my whole batch is an idiot accept for some of dhem.
i want transfer school!

i want change my plan to student so can get unlimited sms :D
happyhappy(:

wed got bs (:
thur got sos (:
sat got svc (:
hmmm but i'm running low on money.
hoping for a blessing to come.

i wanna watch drag me to hell.
i want to ton.
i want to stargaze.
i want go marina.
so many things i wanna do la.
my life suck uh D;

gonna end my post here.


I felt hurt when you said that.
I want to pretend you never existed.
But its just too hard.


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HELLLLO!

I AM NOT WEISIANG.
GUESS WHO AM I. HAHAHAHA

Okay a super super give away to guess who am I.


GOD MULTIPLIED MY MONEY TODAY YOU KNOW!! :D
So happy only!

And why am I blogging here? It's cause my dearest cow didn't sign out of blogger when he was using my computer! Wooooo~

Anyways right, so today we went to study at Tampines. I have a crazy cow cause he stays in clementi and he comes to tampines to study with us. (another give away.)

Weisiang says (8:36 PM):
*idiot
*i thought y my comp no sound
J says (8:36 PM):
*ha
Weisiang says (8:36 PM):
*dhen i keep testing testing
*dhen acurely i nvr on speaker
*-.-
J says (8:36 PM):
*HAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHA. Okay.
Another give away!!

God is good all the time.

AND ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD.

BECAUSE HE MULTIPLIED MY MONEYYYYY AND I'M SUPER BLESSED! I RECEIVED A 60 FOLD BLESSING YOU KNOWWWWWWW!


WOOOOOOO~




YOU KNOW WHO AM I ALREADY?








MY NAME IS JASMIN! :D

HELLO WEISIANG!BYE WEISIANG!

Pictures of us, pictures of me hung upon the wall for the wall to see!







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Why am I still looking at our past messages,
Our past conversations?
Are you now afraid of me?
Am I really over you?
I need answers.


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I slacked the whole day a home.
gonna rot liao la!
my bill gonna boom alr,
coz I this month sms 2000+ sms.

I just ate mala mian :D
spicy man!
dhen also got ang ku kueh :D

currently trying to find things to do.

dance sucks la this year.
this week got performance dhen dhey dhis week then tell me.
never even ask if I wanna go anot.
lidat I gonna miss svc >:(


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I need my rest.
I don't want to force a smile anymore.
I don't want to put on masks.
I'm so tired.


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1st day.

reached school late!
Had to hand in phone and wallet.
So need tell meiying uhh cause suppose sms her during camp.
Then later like mushy ><

Played ice breaker games ;D
We had to lie on ppls stomach dhen cannot laugh.
got one boy lie on a girl's stomach dhen he erected -.-
so thats what i heard la.
I lie on Ifah stomach dhen she say my hair sharp,
abeh call me durian D;

Made flag,
Made group cheer,
Intro ourself in our groups.
games! ;D

2nd day.
woke up.
really really felt like fainting cause yst dinner ate 3mouths only.
malnutritient nia ;O
had amazing race.

afternoon.
BBQ!
very fun uhh.
I gave alot of the seniors :DD
I'm kind hor?
jkjk.

Washed up.
Skit.
Night walk!
I went with weixuan and we were one of the last.
Cause if go first comfirm need wait very long for the others to finish.
1st station.
Took our lightsticks and went through a "Tunnel"
Got a clue.
2nd station.
Had to crawl though a "cave"
Me and weixuan need choose who to go.
I can feel he abit scared so i go :D
Went through cave.
Saw the SL which was supposingly suppose to scare me :D
So since i saw him first i din't get scared. :D
We were a little faster so we caught up with the people in front,
Which were Ifah and Racheal. (:
3rd station find clue.
Regina scream, I tio a little.
But because weixuan jump dhen i chuatio.
4th station
Went in toilet.
Find clue.
Someone try to grab me in a bag like the kidnappers.
But the bag got hole so I went through the bag, LMAO!

Finish ler we wait.
Celebrated shaun's b'day.
It was 5.30 am when we slept.

3rd day.
Woke at 8.30
veryvery tired.

Played water games.
Cheered,
break camp!

went out with,
Shahirah, Anna, Nurin, Ifah, Xuan and Keith.
IMM,
ate long john.

taxi-ed home.

I miss camp! D;
Can't wait for SOS and service ;D



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reach church at 3.
met moses.
went eat.
more came.
bball.
slackk.
Haiz.
went jordan house at night.
wanted to ton but tmr got the !@#$%^&* camp.
haiz..


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Stupid day.
dreaded dhe whole day.
my heart feel so heavy now la.
so this is how depression feels like ):
I won't be going church for 2 weeks after celeb week.

Thank You God,
Because These Few Days When I Was Lonely And Left Out By Everyone Else,
You Were There For Me.
You Gave Me Strength To Overcome My Addiction.
This Time,
Please Give Me Strength To Follow You.
Because I Want To Be A Loyal And Obedient Servant.

By God's Grace I Can Succeed.


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I can't stop loving you.
I can't stop staring.
I'm just useless.
Because I'm scared.
My mind is a blank.
The only thing on my mind is you.
I can't do anything right.
Because the only thing I can do right is loving you.
I'm getting lovesick.
As long as your not close, I'll feel insecure.
The hours pass and my feelings for you gets stronger.
Because I miss you by the day.
I miss you by the hour.
I miss you by the minute.
I'm afraid of losing you.


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came back from camp yo!

1st day.
woke up.
alarm din't go and i was,
late late late.

reach paya lebar school at 8.50.
games.
cheers.
there was,
moses,
group 1
group 2
group 3
group 4

dhen at night.
had sessions.
Weiren preeched something about sacrifise.
I responded to it.
walau, I really made a big sacrifise and risk doing that.
really cried alot during the alter call.
so after that I was very stress because of the big sacrifise i made.
at games after session I was moody all the way.
I had no cigarettes or penknife.
we were all sitting on the ground.
the ground very rough,
so I punched till I bleed,
and the injury is still here.
I realise that I was not yet ready to make that sacrifise.

2nd day.
woke up moody again.
brushed teeth,
dhen headed for pm.
I really no mood to pray la because of 'something'
so after pm we went canteen eat breakfast.
after breakfast was sessions again.
evening got another session.
there was alter call for the backsliders.
I was 1st to go up in my side,
because this few days I really have no control over myself.
I really felt like going back to my old life ):
I backslided once and I don't want the same again.
cried alot during the alter call too.
After the Xinying bring me to the back and talked to me,
dhen she prayed for me.
Its just that, there are some things I have to handle myself.
Praise after that was very very good!

night.
slept at 1+
everyone was woked at 2+
played night game.
the blind fold game again =X
but this timesuper fun and funny la!

played till 4+ dhen went back sleep.
my mixed feelings came back but I chose to stay happy.
because Pastor Zhuang also said
"you can choose to be sad or angry, but I chose not to"
really learnt alot from him.

3rd day.
Pm I really prayed alot.
eu seemed tired ):
after pm was breakfast and dhen sessions again.
Faji preech very good la!
after break camp went out eat with W459 and W453.
dhen I trained home.

When I reach that stop.
I really went sad,
because that place reminded me of you.
the memories I have of you.
I missed the times we used to talk,
but now you just seem so shy.
I'm missing you already.


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went tampines :D
met dylan and jasmin.
we go tampines 1.
i go toilet.
dhen go shop.
cant find pants D:
i need pants leh.

dhen went tm.
hungry so went long john.
joke, laugh.
i cant cut my nugget D:
ate ler went 77th street.
went walkwalk.
sent dylan to station cause he need go swimming D:

left me and jas.
want wait for xinying mah dhen dunoe what to do.
need wait 2hrs lidat.
so jas said "lets go IKEA"
board bus.

at IKEA.
saw Rosylyn.
one W453 de which i dunoe =p
i go pull drawer,
dhen Jasmin come say "eh! so cool!"
i say "what so cool about the drawer?"
she say "cause got colour"
hahahaha! laugh lik siao.
later walkwalk.
dhen i and jas went to one section.
got bed, so we sit down.
dhen i camoflage :D



went buy thing eat.
jasmin buy dhe 'very nice ice cream'
i buy dhe 'very nice hotdog'
and also my 1st time tasting a 'very nice mustard'

went back tm find xinying.


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hello!
just came back from camp.
suuuuper boring -.-

1st day.
lunch sucks.
lecture was worse.
after lecture went to room discuss.
i go toilet pon.
use hand phone.
and drew smth on my hand.


Inspire!

cause can't wait for it.


day2.
tio caught, dhen fone tio taken.
breakfast rocks :D
lunch rocks :D
dinner was okkay.
got lecture again.
go room.
i run around dhe class.
got one short instructer say i got problem.
pls la.
dhe intructer sec3 summore super short leh.
like at my shoulder onli.
i tell jerome, jerome oso say he very guailan.
We went croc farm leh.
dhen finish liao go vege farm.
at vege farm bought redbull drink and went super high.
i took a lettuce use as fan ._.
dhen bought 2 more redbull go back school.
at night drank dhe redbull.
tell eu ah,
dhe redbull nvr make me high,
but dhe redbull still got effect when i sleep,
because i sleepwalked. ._.
p.s singhong underwear tio stolen and he cry.

day 3.
break camp.
GO CHURCH!
before dhat i went home bathe.
left house and got a redbull.
fake redbull.


Gold Cow

._.
just before svc i drink dhe "Cow"
dhen during praise we praying,
when pray dhat time i almost fall asleep ._.
sat beside boon.
halfway svc i went high agn ^^

svc ended i borrow gary guitar.
went 4th floor dhey say no audi so i go back find W4593
W4593=W459+W453
eat.
bought bubbletea.
go back church pei ldrs (:
went rooftop with joshua and jinying.
play guitar, hear song, snatch fone -.-
go back ldrs dher.
dhey doing cheer.
finish ler we went jp.
gave gary back guitar.
go home with gouwei(:


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today i sleep sleep sleep.
dhen keith called.
ask me what time i leaving house.
i look at dhe time.
12.15!!
i late liao lor.
so wake up,
change,
brush teeth,
go out.

reach lan at 12.45.
danial havent reach so we havent start.
i went down buy takoyaki :D
dhen go up,
danial reach liao we play dota.
play 4 hrs -.-

finish liao go home sleep.

dhats all =x

I can't force myself to be happy D;


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hello!
today went out.
go gym.
work out abit onli -.-
but work out liao like dunoe y very tired.
went 7-11 bought soya bean ><
went skool awhile.
mr wan saw my hair D:
he say my hair y so brown.
is red lor!

jasmin text mi ask mi go church.
dhen lucky she remind me lor,
i forgot dhe journey very long de D:

reached boonlay interchange via bus 30.
got a girl keep following mi dhen keep staring at mi -.-
i noe i stalk ppl la.
but i dun lik ppl stalk mi!

reached church via 241.
went 4th floor.
saw jasmin jordan and forgot who.
dhen went toilet take out earstick to clean.
arrrh! when i want put back in, the earstick tio stuck D:

went to jasmin for help.
she say coz my hole too small so she go cut my earstick until sharp sharp.
still cannot go in -.-
i go toilet try again dhen tio liao.
dhen is not my hole too small lor is dhe stick bent ._.
dhen she go cut, now my earstick shortshort one D:

after dhat saw:
dylan
gouwei
chaochung
angel
yeeliang
valerie
yugene
linhui.

suddenly all come :D

dhen went in for pm.
came out.
saw jerome,johnny,garrick and yugene the tanglin paikiaS.

went best eat with members.
talk, laugh, blah.
i ate ban mian + coke salt ._.

went jp after dhat.
all pangsehded.
so went find zhangyan.
yeeliang go buy things.
ok la i lazy post.

dhen when going home,
i wait at dhe bus lane for 45 mins!
dhen bus come onli single deck ._.

i sat at dhe back.
got meiying to accompany with msges.
dhen halfway got one old man board.
sat near me.
dhen stare at me awhile.
walau eh, kua simi kua?
dhen he look at a girl.
i saw his head move from top to bottom.
machiam scanning dhe girl body lidat.
BLOODY CHEEKO
._.

now i'm at home :D


i just have so many things to say to you.
i feel so useless.
can't stop thinking about you.
i'll be going off for 3 days.
will you miss me?
cause i'm missing you like hell already.


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Today woke upp dhen ya....
dhen i watch video .
dhen sleepy.
fell asleep on the couch.
i 530 woke up, got msgs.
linhui cor mi go block 522.
i blur mah.
so go until 905.
wth la!
dyslexic got disadvantage wan lor ):

so i take dhe bus agn to block 538
from 538 walk until 540+
bo pian nid ask ppl for direction.
dhen run opposite.
runrunrun until found dhe block.
can hear upstairs singing happy birthday liao.
linhui call mi go 9th floor.
go liao i over dher like extra onli.
very hot lor!

dhen finish liao walk with dhem to bus stop.
got paikia follow us leh.
very irritating.
linhui go another bus stop.
i go to another bus stop with her 2 frens.
dhey left 1st.

ltr i saw 198-.-
walau got 198 i dunoe -.-
dhen just now i take 99 until go rong place.
bloody hell.

reach home 9+

because i can do anything for you.
the days are reduced to one):
i miss you.


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super bored now la.
its 12.12 now.
duwan sleep yet.
currently msging meiying(:
LoL, i made her blush.

wtf la.
hate my life.
i feel like smoking agn-.-
i wan run away-.-
find someone's place to crash and ton.


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